life is in a dead motion rite now for me... don realli feel anitink rite now... not in the mood 2 tink animore... sumtymes hate my great mind 4 tinkin lots of tinks... u carn blame. i nid security by my family... bud now, it seems so difficult 4 me 2 reach the goal. haix... hope life will b in a betta state den wad it is now... realli don hab the intention of stayin @ hme... wished 2 get out. it's hell scary here... bud don hab the single binny weeny idea of where 2 go who 2 go wif... great. now i started missing skool life... ewx. dono wad went rong wif my brain... *sigh* life is terrible enuf 4 me le... habben even got out of tt problem, tis problem came... dono wad is waiting 4 me infront... i miss yeegin... i wanna call her. she's the 1st 1 i tink off wen i reached hme juz now... i'm feelin so dead scared and on the brink of crying... yea. i called her, and she was sleeping... i don't wanna wake her up... she's sick, frm our last conversation. i wan her rest... so hang up aftr a 'nvm'... den blogged... guess it's da onli place i could vent my anger on wifout hurtin ani1... i dun wan throw my temper around.. yes. i grew up... i muz grow up 2 face all tis rite? all relations problemx... it sucks. nvr realli believe tt i nid 2 worry 4 tis kind of problemx... haix. enuf of all tis... hw... habben even touch it... and holidays r endin... wad shld i do? not in the rite mind and rite environment 2 do hw... u shld c how messy my table is... carn stand it myself oso... *sigh*... so much tinks 2 do.. so little tyme... i started 2 miss him... budden, i don feel anitink else... it's onli missing... guess 2 used 2 him caring liaox. muz grow up, muz get away... if not, life will continue 2 sucks all the way... remember how stupid i was... telling yeegin tt life doesn't sucks. it's the way life is shown that sucks .. ya rite. i guess yeegin doesn't realli believe me... coz i'm starting 2 question tis philosophy of mine now... sry yeegin... doesn't realli meant 2 tell u tis crazy philosophy... don except it.. life sucks and it doesn't makes much difference in whether it sucks itself or the way it is shown... i hab zillions tinks 2 do b4 skool reopen. if i managed 2 do all tis, i tink i'm realli crazy...

>Maths 3 chapters wif video lesson and questions... intend 2 do tis b4 skool reopen... hu ask dem 2 say dere's a test on the 1st wk?? if i study now, wldn't i forget everytink?
>Maths paper...
>geometry wks...
>November 1991 comprehension
>clear my table... i carn find my hws.. guess i better clear it b4 i touch my hw.
>clear my wardrobe... kayx... it's juz as messy.

haix... deadless motion.