mayb everytink dart had been happenin is all my fault... bud can u at least tell me wad's rong?? do u noe dart it is beri weird?? for u n me 2 b lyk strangers?? nort tokin 2 each other even though we r standin juz rite in front.... i don lyk tis feeling. i noe u hab been givin in 2 me 4 almost 1 mth... i noe i had also been quite cold towards u... bud... nvm... since tis is wad i had choose, i shldn't b feelin bad... realli... i'm fine. i'm alrite... juz dart i'm feelin a little bit down, confused... bud, i will b fine soon... well, sooner or later... so don nid worry 4 me... i will b strong. i promise... i so stupid can?? i'm makin it sound as if u wld realli care dart much... guess i'm juz tryin 2 console myself?? i muz thank yeegin... 4 carin so much 4 me... consolin me... tellin me all dar positive maybes... bud, i hate maybe... i hate dem. as it is always nort the answer i'm lookin 4... bud sumtym, i couldn't help myself 4 usin maybe.... it's dar onli way 2 make myself happi... it's dar onli way... i may hab hurt u tis few tym *which i dun tink u hab* ... told ya.. maybe is a bad answer... dart's y i hate maybe... i've been repeatin tis... i've grown up... i'll nort feel sad... as tis is my choice... i choose it, wifout gibin u ani chance.....


yep... tryin 2 make my blog post look longer... Lols.. mind me... i'm currently in music tech... yup... don say i didn't do my project.... bud heys... i'm such a music idoit... how am i goin 2 do it?? lols... so leave dar job 2 yuling, amelia n yeegin.... den me n cindy. tis 2 music idoit... will lata do dar node/note?... been listenin 2 zai yi bian by 183... it's a nice song.... i'm gonna pester sis 2 buy deir album!!!! lols.