been online 4 so long n yet no1 appears to b online... sians. finally told A wad i shld hab told long ago... n guess A still don feel safe bout my problems... aftr all, A had been dere wen i nid help... wen B is nort around n nid sum1 2 listenin 2 me... A is always dere... wen i quarrelled wif C, n was feelin totally pissed, A wld always b dere... A was the 1, wen i turned around, A wld always b dere 4 me... i understand how A realli wld b feelin rite now... i mean... if it was me, i wld totally freak out... guess A was the onli 1 hu wld tahan me bahs... my temper n stuff lyk tt... A was realli great... bud it was tis problem bahs... i cld nort continue doin tis le... in the end, notink will change de... everytink will stay in it's own place... juz lyk A wld still b the 1 dere 4 me... hais..