my life doesn't CIRCULATE around u..
my world doesn't REVOLVE around u..
neither do i not able to BREATHE in der air wifout u..
yet, y am i makin myself so MISERABLE over u..
makin myself someone wifout a SUNSHINE.
i'm still PERFECTLY fine,
13 yrs ago, b4 MEETING u.
yet, i'm seems not to be.. in tis yr..
as everytink changed.
yep, EVERYTHING
i learnt to b FAKE
and seems that everytink is FINE
i learnt to SMILE happily
even though i'm BLEEDING inside.
i learnt not to CRY
wen CRUEL facts fall lyk raindrops.
i learnt how to LOVE someone,
who may not even love me back.
i learnt how to CARE,
wen i'm nort even BOTHER by it.
i learnt how 2 PROTECT myself,
by ACTING notink is happening.
i learnt to b INDEPENDENT,
n nort make u WORRY for me.
i learnt not 2 TRUST anibody,
even about the tiny mini thing.
i learnt 2 RUN away frm tinks,
tt's chasin me tightly.
i learnt 2 HIDE aftr running couldn't success.
i learnt 2 LET go,
of sometink i couldn't hold.
n i oso learnt 2 HOLD on,
wen it's sometink dear 2 me.
yep... that's the PATHETIC hell thing.
i'm changing for the sake of YOU,
yet, u did NOTHING.
i'm der pathetic FOOL,
issn't it?

>jus sometink tt i tot of.. don ask me y, hu, wad... jus read.