leaving is the hard thing. leaving with happy memories is the worst thing. when u have finally look at the problem sincerely, you will discover, you will feel much better. It's like a blister. You know you will have to burst it for your wound to be heal. Yet, you know that it will hurt. But, the longer you leave it there, the more the pain will be. However, when you have burst it, although it may hurt for that tiny second, you will still be alright. Only for that moment, you feel the pain. learn the problem. face it. and u will realise. it's much better then you avoid it. sometimes, things must be faced, and solved. while the other time, you should learnt to let nature go by it's course.

tell me how you are feeling. tell me what you are really thinking. i don't want to continue guessing. if you are angry, tell me. i promise to say sorry. *if i'm in wrong*. if you are busy, tell me. i promise to stay quiet until you are free. if you are happy, tell me. i promise to smile, and share your happiness. if you are sad, tell me. i promise to try my best to cheer you up.

when i find all this too hard to continue, i will wake up from this dream. everything's too tired. to do. to think. to continue. when life get to that stage, everything will change. either by yourself or by nature. i hope that nothing will change between us. i hope that we could stay on...

once again, <3 ya