life gettin so restless.. esp wen online.. gettin bored.. notink do.. stare ard screen.. lyk a dumbo.. siianx.. notink blog.. dead blog.. yar.. gonna RIP soon.. been bloggin on surface matter.. no more personal stuff.. don wish 2 say..don feel lyk sayin.. wan kip everytink 2 myself.. grown independent.. no more sweet dreams.. been gettin nightmare.. or mayb bad dreams.. gettin tired.. gettin bored.. carn seem 2 get everytink rite.. everytink seems 2 b rong.. in it's rong place.. in a rong way.. ard der rong tym.. been tinkin.. or day-dreaming. stare blanky now... tinkin.. tinkin real hard.. listenin 2 songs.. ai hen jian dan.. it's sad.."I love you.. yes i do.."onli remember tis..tao ze song.. don seem lyk.. nort lyk his voice.. mood swing. may b smilin.. may nort b happi.. hu say mus b happi wen u smile? carn u smile wen u r sad? life sumtym is lyk tt.. wif deir crap logic.. crap theory.. tt we follows.. rules of nature.. craps.. havin a break.. tis few days.. try n smile happily.. will do. will try. will force myself.. been lykin tiny words.. smile n cheer. crappin..

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