it rained todae.
aren't supposed 2 b lorr..
rain had left..
get der joke??
lols.
eng..
was ok.
get back diagnosis test result.
so hell lorr..
19/30..
wasai..
jus passed by 4 mrks..
ewww..
den did brainstorm on qn.
my grp qn 2.
so horny lorr..
esp wen esther share her experience..
wasai..
every1 was lmaoing lorr..
n raine..
worst..
lols.
chi..
did zuo wen.
yay!!!!
finally did sumtink.
lols.
was peace n quiet..
as usual..
haiis..
bud ard least we did zuo wen..
fun.
LOL.
maths...
a maths test..
wasai..
so damn chim can??
all fraction..
wasai.
headache sey..
den did surds.
was...
erms.
nvm.
chem..
FUN!!!!
did der eqn thingy..
so cool can???
<3 it lots.
lols.
phy..
for once,
don feel sleepy.
mr malek,
as cold..
brrh..
he told our klass tt he nid 2 leave EARLY todae..
every1 was cheering.
den he say cos he gort badminton tournament..
den we cheered again.
den we ask him wad tym..
he say 2.15..
-_-"
LOL.
den wen 2.15,
he still didn't leave..
den we were rushing him.
keep tell him 2.15 lerr..
make he so jing zhang lorr..
lols.

she learns how to dephir message, she learns how to understand body languages.. she's just so wilful, so sensitive.. she's just not the one for you.. or maybe, not now.. she's learning how to grow up, how to care and how to love.. she's learning how to let go when it's the correct time. she's still learning.. learning how to protect herself first, before anything else.. is it wrong for her to do so? she rather have nothing, than to be leaving it later.. she rather not to own you, rather than letting go of you later.. she love the way the boat float quietly on the sea.. no disturbance, no waves, no harbour for it.. at least, the boat is free.. free to change it's sail anytime and anywhere.. the boat can go anywhere it wants.. it can also choose to go where the waves bring it to.. it can also choose to stop and put down it's anchor... she can still choose which harbour to go to.. she doesn't like to own anything.. wthout owning anything, she won't be able to lose anything... without that, she will be less upset and more happiness.. wouldn't she? when life's getting too tedious for her, she will stop at her tracks, and start thinking.. did she make the correct choice of route? did she did something so wrong? although she can't turn time back.. but she will know what to choose, when the next path came.. she will definitely choose the path, that will lead her to smile and happiness.. but if she choose the wrong path, she will still smile, and tell herself, it's a path that she choosen.. she hates the way everything is falling in.. they are not at the place they should be.. they are just so wrong.. so when there's time she can't take it anymore, and wished to surrender, will you just stop by and make a turn, and maybe, just say 'jiayou' to her.. she may feel better, and have the energy to continue too..

i looked up the sky, seeing how the kites fly.. they seems free and happy.. but are they really doing so? they maybe soaring high and gracefully. however, the kite is still being held on by a tiny string.. maybe, if the kite persisted, the string may snap. the kite may be free again.. without any strings on it.. yet, the kite is too tired, trying to force it way away from the string.. the kite need a rest, the kite need a break.. although the kite wanted freedom, yet the kite knew, it doesn't have the energy and ability to continue anymore.. they kite had stopped fight, and fly where the wind blews.....

when i smiled and say nevermind, did it ever occurs to you that i mind it all and that what you did or say had actually hurt me deeply? too deep for a sorry to mend.. and sometimes, things can't be solved with just a sorry.. it's not about the apology.. it's about the scar you had made in my heart.....