am calm enough to blog now..
yep.
am just..
hurt.
confused.
tired.
lost.
abt everytink..
jus too..
big change.
a drastic change.
tt caused confusion.
realli tot for a moment..
did everything..
jus goes wrong frm the start?
mayb it does.
mayb we shld hab started frm the begining.
mayb..
mayb...
i dono..
am too confused now..
blur..
how am i gonna face u..
i realli dono..
bud..
i don feel tt sad now..
aftr tt..
mayb..
i had slowly let go lerr bahs..
mayb..
i had expected it long ago..

don worry larr..
i will b fine.
i will b alrite..
i jus nid 2 calm down..
and tink..
wad i'm gonna do nxt..
i will smile.