am just too tired over what had been happening. too tired, keeping something that's of no use. no end. no hope. NOTHING. am telling myself, forget what you did. forget what you say. but.. it just came out here and then. what's wrong with me?? i thought i had already choosen the way to go.. yet.. why am i still so bother about you... why... what should i do.. i really don't know.. i expect no answer from myself too.. but, i just wanted to ask you this question, are you really very sure that you wanted to continue all this? if you want to let go, tell me.. i will free you. but if you choose to continue, i will go on, bravely.