had thought of what had actually really happened this few weeks. well, to be exact 2 weeks. right after the day you had come to that decision, i had been asking myself. what had actually happen. is it really because of the problem, or is it otherwise. and now, i had finally realised. you are right. communication really does make a difference. i used to believe that without any communication we would be perfectly fine. well, at least it's the way we are for the past few months. i thought nothing will be wrong. until the few days before you had decided. i know, i'm wrong. the feeling between us started fading real fast. faster than anything else. and i guess, the problem of that is really communciation. thinking of it, no relation would be able to withstand no communication. even the strongest relationship on the world. communication is needed to maintain. well, maybe to maintain the feeling and most importantly, the 'status' you had in the other party's heart. i had actually knew there's something real wrong between us. yet i thought it was alright. it would be fine after a little communication. yet, i was wrong. it caused everything to end. and our friendship was in a stake. i still couldn't get myself thinking whether i still likes you or not. you may say that i'm avoiding. but, somehow, i feel that by not knowing where you stands in my heart, it will be a better way for both of us. well, at least, you don't need to be bothered by me. and neither do i need to go through the trauma of getting you out. i know that i had to know the answer sooner or later. and i had realised. maybe you are right about all this. we couldn't have carry on happily. yet i still believe, that what you did is in the choice of your own happiness. you must be happy. because, it's the way you choose. and the way you want me to follow. i will smile and face the world. just like the way you are. and you have to promise me that you will be happy. happy like before.

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