i guess..
i'm a weakling.
i cannot carry on anymore..
my life sucks.
yeah.
right now.
it's totally off.
i hate it.
i hate it wen everytink turns unexpectally weird.
i hate it wen i lose control of my life.
realli.
hate it.
i never knew it was tired.
carrying on.
i guess,
it's because i lost faith.
or trust.
or i'm jus insecured.
all.
lost.
n gone.
i need a break.
i had enuf of my life.
really.
jus end it.

superman.
i'm sorry.
for pushing you away
wen you r dere for me.
bud do u know..
whenever you look at her direction..
it will cause the insecurity in me to grow deeper?
do u know..
by pushing you away,
it also cause pain in me?
do u know..
tt tears r forming wen i'm speaking to u todae?
i guess..
u nvr know.
u nvr know my pain.
my hurt.
my insecurity.
u nvr know...
i really love u so.