i lie on my bed, staring at the celling above me. so near, so unreachable. yet when i stood up on my bed, it's so near, so close. but still, i couldnt reach for it. hands too short? yeahhs. maybe. or is it that the celling's too high for me? haha. blaming of faults.
sometimes, looking at stuff at a different perspective brings along with different views, different opinions. yet still, how many people could get along well with a different mindset, different goals and different characters? not many, i dare to say.
someone once said, love means that you two may be drinking from a different cup, a different kind of drink. sleeping on a different bed, having a different kind of dream. going to a different place, meeting different kind of people. yet still, the person still stays vividly on your mind. couldnt change. and never goes away. although you may be different from the person, yet you still know you can care for her, worried what would be happening to her. understands her, knowing what she does is correct. and believes in her, trusting her to be able to return the love you gave.
yet, how many people are there, who's willing to be so understanding, so trusting and so caring? nahhs. not much. well, getting so biased. haha. cant blame me. i'm just so... irrational.


seriously, i'm starting to admire helena. well, for the fact that she's able to sacrifice herself so much for demetrius. never tired ehhs? guess, she just love him too much. too indulging. too overboard. too irritating. haha. afterall, having someone chasing after you like a pest. tired arent you? for both the pursuer and the one being pursued. try chasing after someone who doesnt even care a single tiny weeny biny thing about you. and try being bugged by someone you dislike. wow. that waste lots of energy. haha. but still, her bravery is admirable. but of course, her actions is overboard. like being his spaniel, allowing him to insult her... that's so over can? haha. why am i doing character analysis here? haha. bored. i guess.

slept. yeahs. and dont feel waking up. *shrugs* miss the beach so much. yeahhs. the winds. i mean, breeze. so cooling. so... nice. yeahhhs. i just miss the beach. the shores. the sand. can someone just bring me there. and let me be missing in action for a day? or even a minute? i will be pleased. really pleased.