sometimes, i just wish to lie quietly on the grass and stare at the sky. do nothing and think of nothing. but yet, when i turn around and look, will you be the one lying beside me on the grass, looking at the same sky?

the words just failed her today, again. she never meant to ignore him or what. she always acknowledge his presence. she always do. yet it's just that he didnt know. she's useless. just so useless. she's trying her best to keep it stay. yet, it seems to drop quickly then expected. she doesnt want it to end. never. as she knows the pain she had to go through, the torture that follows. yet she doesnt want to hold on. if it's tiring for him. she wants to let him free and happy. even if it ges to the extend of hurting herself.... she's willing.

she... just love you that much.