why do we always. never failed. end up arguing? we just cant seems to communicate. isn't it? a word, a phrase. we started arguing. i just hate it. why cant we, not argue? not quarrel for a moment? never. i guess. never.

有些事情不是说不要管就不要管它。不是说不想知道就不想知道。有些事，就是那么讨人厌。明明不想管了，却还是不由自主地管了。明明不想再想他了，脑海却不时飘过他的画面。如果一切能那么简单，为什么还是会为了他烦恼那么多？

she had changed. totally. she became a crybaby. she became stupid. she became foolish. yet he never knows. that all the change is for him. it may seems stupid. it may seems like nothing. but yet, it's still a change that she did. for him. he never will know. how much she had done for him. her tears. her smile. yeaahhs. it may seems like nothing. not much. but still. she changed. for him. all done for him just for a smile. his smile. the smile that attracts her. the smile that brighten up her day. yeahhhs. the smile that she yearns for. the smile... the smile that seems to be gone. the smile.... when can she ever see it, smiling brightly. and happily? she yearns for it. just it. from him. she knows how much he had one for her too. she knows it all. she really knows. and she treasures it. she treasures the love he give. she treasures the time left between them. yet, she seems to be the one destroying everything. causing their arguements. their tiffs. their discords. she's just so useless. she's just such a big failure. she's.... just so not worth all his love. maybe he should consider again. whether all this is worth for him to do. really. she wants him to be with someone worth him. not someone... so useless.