training. with sec1s and 2s. and gawd. they still think we arent fierce enough. oh well. they said it. hahas. strict strict strict. no more laughing. or grinning. pumping. down. timing. loudness. wahahahhas. since theye say we arent strict with them. oh well. oh well. what a werid batch of people. hahas. they think we should be stricter. and less water break. gawd. are they mad? hahas.

sitting right beside the window. with yeegin. hahas. and zul. and seriously, sitting near the window causes emo-ing. hahas. and the wind is so damn strong. kekeke. good good. hahas. and i spotted a plant. so strong. standing by itself. wth aircons. hahas. will i be as strong? standing by myself. without you? i hope so. [:

not blaming you. cause i choose it. well, you are like an eagle, a wild bird. which belongs to the nature. you arent fit to be caged up and tamed. you need to spread your wings and fly. soar. and be free. so why should i deprive you of your happiness, your freedom, your nature? why caged you up and you are not smiling? let go. let you fly. i may lose you. but, you are soaring high up. and be free. maybe, when the day you wished to be tamed and be caged, you might find a suitable place, which resemble your ideal world greatly.

ifyoucouldtellme,
whatididwaswrong.
askingmetogetbackonthetracks,
andlovingyouiscorrect.
ifyoucouldtellme,
weweremeanttobetogether.
askingmenottobesoparanoid,
andwewillneverbeseperated.
ifyoucouldtellme,
youcouldbetheone.
askingmenototleaveyou,
andiwilldoso.
butif,
youcouldntdoallthis,
andyetyoustillinsistonholding,
i'msorry.
ihadtodecideforyou.
iwillleave.
foripromised,
iwillgiveyouhappiness.
sinceicantbetheonegiving,
lettingyougofindit,
willbethebestpresent.
butstill,
tellme,
i'mwrong.
rightfromyourheart.
tellme,
thewords,
thatwouldreassuremeagain.
orshouldyouletmetellyou...
ireallymissyou.
iwishtotalktoyou.
butsomehow,
youseemsfinewithoutme,
nearyou.
maybei'mnotsoimportant.
haha.
maybe..........


yinweiwochengnuoguo,yaogeinizuihaodeziji.