why are you going offline when you see me online? why are you doing all this when i just want to have a nice talk with you? dont you know that i'm missing you so much? right now. this moment. this second. dont you know it's hurtful to see you doing so? are you avoiding me? if yes, just tell me. i will go away and not disturb you. why do you need to do such a thing. something so hurtful. and terrible and so bad? if yes, just tell me. dont need do such a thing. i'm so terribly hurt. but you never know... i'm thinking of you. always.

i doubt i can wait so long. when someone... is trying to take your place. real hard. maybe... maybe...