lying is a great sin.
why do you have to lie again and again? although it might be a minor thing to you, but... she do bother about it very much. haiix. forget it. you wont understand how she feel. you wont know why she feel it that way. just like you dont know why all the small minor details could actually bothered her so much. just like pineapple will never understand what does chocolate taste like. why dont we just admit it? we are two direct opposite characters. we look at things at different perspective, causing much arguements and tiffs, bringing our relationship to a rocky state. dont you feel tired? arguing and quarrelling over minor stuffs. being with someone who cant even trust that everything would be fine? it's tiring, giving in everytime. even when you are totally right. keeping your anger down when all you wish to do is scream at the person. act as if you love her loads when all you want is to get her off your sight. it's super tiring for both of us. since she cant and couldnt bring herself to trust you and what you said, why dont you let go of this relationship, and find someone who could trust you? who could love you more than she does, who could treat you better than she does? she cant accept the way everything is happening. she hates the feeling of being a invisible couple. yet, she couldnt believe herself that everyone around her could give this relationship a blessing. everyone could agree of us to be together. she cant. she bothers about how other people feels and think about her. she bothers about how everything is happening beside her. she wants something perfect. she's a perfectionist. yeahhs. but come to think, who wouldnt want a perfect relationship? none. she really hates the way she cant communicate with you. talk to you. she doesnt like it too. she hates the way she had to witness everything going on. without the ability to walk off in public. she hates hearing from other people what you had done. which girl is it now that you had treated very well. which girl is next to get dumped one side by you. she really hates all this. or should she say, she's afraid of being like one of them? she's afraid that you would leave her and dumped her like a toy. she's afraid that you are using her as something you would come to when you are in need. she really doesnt know how you feel. and she hates it. she's afraid.... of losing you. haiix.
算了。你所说的谎我都会相信。但，请不要叫我相信我爱你这三个字。不知为什么，听起来它好痛，好不真实。。。
mind me for my emo paragraph. ahahhas. ;D
well dudes~~ it's september holidays. gawds. cann u lyk believe it?? ahhhhs!!! holidays are here. ahahhas. tt meanns mugging tym for EOY. gawds. & as expected, homework pile up like mountains. ahahahahs. and of course, we went back to school for our darling lessons. ;D and i couldnt believe i wasted my holidays being down with flu. gawwdss.
MONDAY. was the first day of lessons. && it was MATHS!!! ahahahhas. mr teo super steady one lorr... make all of us come down at 7.30. siiannnsss.. and is 7.30-1.30 straight seyys.. budd budd, he got give us break of 2 hours larr. ahahahahs. ;D budd, he steady lorr.. 7.30-9 our lesson. 9-10 2D. thhen 10-1.30 us again. without breakfast leyyss... gawdss. andd the whole lesson i feel so sleepy larr.. gawwdss. && yeegin was sick too. ahahhas. so two of us was being isolated from the rest. ;D we had a bench to ourselves. and it was cool larr.. our things were all around lorr.. ahahahhas. ;D
TUESDAY. 2nd day of lesson. tis tym 7. gawdds. is so so early larr.. everyone reached school looking lyk a dead zombie. ahahahas. budd tis tym until 8.30 only.. thhen 10-12 got optional lesson. intended to go. buud was lazy to move up to level 2. ;D wait for yuling they all come out frm HCL thhen go mac. see aisyah go home. ;D
WEDNESDAY. chem. 10-11.30. budd meet yeegin at 8 to eat breakfast. ahahahs. thhen go school do hw.. say zul. thhen do wiith him. thhen towrong came. junguang came. chrismin came. wanlin came. thhen we saw MR LIM. he was wearing our shirt lorr!!!! i meann shunyu give de shiirt. so dammn shuuai cann?? ahahhahas. ;D so cool larr cann?? ;D thhen go mac. thhen go home.
why do you have to lie again and again? although it might be a minor thing to you, but... she do bother about it very much. haiix. forget it. you wont understand how she feel. you wont know why she feel it that way. just like you dont know why all the small minor details could actually bothered her so much. just like pineapple will never understand what does chocolate taste like. why dont we just admit it? we are two direct opposite characters. we look at things at different perspective, causing much arguements and tiffs, bringing our relationship to a rocky state. dont you feel tired? arguing and quarrelling over minor stuffs. being with someone who cant even trust that everything would be fine? it's tiring, giving in everytime. even when you are totally right. keeping your anger down when all you wish to do is scream at the person. act as if you love her loads when all you want is to get her off your sight. it's super tiring for both of us. since she cant and couldnt bring herself to trust you and what you said, why dont you let go of this relationship, and find someone who could trust you? who could love you more than she does, who could treat you better than she does? she cant accept the way everything is happening. she hates the feeling of being a invisible couple. yet, she couldnt believe herself that everyone around her could give this relationship a blessing. everyone could agree of us to be together. she cant. she bothers about how other people feels and think about her. she bothers about how everything is happening beside her. she wants something perfect. she's a perfectionist. yeahhs. but come to think, who wouldnt want a perfect relationship? none. she really hates the way she cant communicate with you. talk to you. she doesnt like it too. she hates the way she had to witness everything going on. without the ability to walk off in public. she hates hearing from other people what you had done. which girl is it now that you had treated very well. which girl is next to get dumped one side by you. she really hates all this. or should she say, she's afraid of being like one of them? she's afraid that you would leave her and dumped her like a toy. she's afraid that you are using her as something you would come to when you are in need. she really doesnt know how you feel. and she hates it. she's afraid.... of losing you. haiix.
算了。你所说的谎我都会相信。但，请不要叫我相信我爱你这三个字。不知为什么，听起来它好痛，好不真实。。。
mind me for my emo paragraph. ahahhas. ;D
well dudes~~ it's september holidays. gawds. cann u lyk believe it?? ahhhhs!!! holidays are here. ahahhas. tt meanns mugging tym for EOY. gawds. & as expected, homework pile up like mountains. ahahahahs. and of course, we went back to school for our darling lessons. ;D and i couldnt believe i wasted my holidays being down with flu. gawwdss.
MONDAY. was the first day of lessons. && it was MATHS!!! ahahahhas. mr teo super steady one lorr... make all of us come down at 7.30. siiannnsss.. and is 7.30-1.30 straight seyys.. budd budd, he got give us break of 2 hours larr. ahahahahs. ;D budd, he steady lorr.. 7.30-9 our lesson. 9-10 2D. thhen 10-1.30 us again. without breakfast leyyss... gawdss. andd the whole lesson i feel so sleepy larr.. gawwdss. && yeegin was sick too. ahahhas. so two of us was being isolated from the rest. ;D we had a bench to ourselves. and it was cool larr.. our things were all around lorr.. ahahahhas. ;D
TUESDAY. 2nd day of lesson. tis tym 7. gawdds. is so so early larr.. everyone reached school looking lyk a dead zombie. ahahahas. budd tis tym until 8.30 only.. thhen 10-12 got optional lesson. intended to go. buud was lazy to move up to level 2. ;D wait for yuling they all come out frm HCL thhen go mac. see aisyah go home. ;D
WEDNESDAY. chem. 10-11.30. budd meet yeegin at 8 to eat breakfast. ahahahs. thhen go school do hw.. say zul. thhen do wiith him. thhen towrong came. junguang came. chrismin came. wanlin came. thhen we saw MR LIM. he was wearing our shirt lorr!!!! i meann shunyu give de shiirt. so dammn shuuai cann?? ahahhahas. ;D so cool larr cann?? ;D thhen go mac. thhen go home.
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