news spread real fast.
before today, almost the whole school knows. gawds.

yesterday.
everything happened just so quickly. a blink, we are quarantined. Mr Lau and Mr VP came and briefed us. everyone treat this as nothing. i meann... wad can we do? scream and yell and bathe ourselves zillion times? no. so, everyone just treat it as normal. just withh extra precautions. ;D Mr Lau's conv. with the class was hilarious.

poned IT. werent allowed to stay back though. but werent forbidden to do so too. stayed in library. cold. and super cold. went home at 6. after some arguements.

today.
quarantined. isolated. anything u could think of. yes. boredom. could only stay in 4I. and nothing else. unless going to toilet. and going to toilet is soooooo... are only supposed to use canteen toilet, yet not passing through foyer and canteen. stay clear is our middle name. gawds. bud was quite alright. everyone settled down fast. adapted well with the squeezed up seating arrangement, 9 fans and loads of food. ;D

was to went home straight. use the canteen alone. free periods will be taken by mr teo for maths. gawds.

stop shuning us like we are bacterias. stop looking at us like we are freaks. we are fine and healthy. we got quarantined for safety reason. nothing else. stop taking the S&S of HFMD as a joke. it's aint funny. stop saying we will spread the diseases to you. stop it.

no matter who you are, as long as you are sick,
-Get Well Soon.-


how would you define love?
is it being there for the person no matter what,
missing the person the moment you cant find him,
torture yourself for the sake of his smile,
or is it...
being willing to be used by him and is willing to let him continue
without complains.
without grudges.
or is it...
doing things,
and hoping it would just gain his smile.
telling yourself,
as long as he's happy,
you are fine with everything?


you said one day,
love is forever.
waiting is alright,
as long as you are fine.
doing is happiness,
your smile is the world.
keep my everything,
give me your nothing.
you say you dont mind,
i say i do.
you say it's alright,
i say it's not.
live your life... no point waiting for something that's arent yours.


somehow... i couldnt find you when i need you terribly.
................ maybe i couldnt find you in the sea of people.
................ maybe you couldnt find me hiding in the corner.
................ maybe he's always the one finding me first.


exams are comming.
let me concentrate.
stop disrupting me with your image...



undeniable fact. i arent the kind of little girl you love.
pretentious laughter.
isolated humour.
happy facade.
torn mask.
nothing left.
what's me.
restless.
moodless.
helpless.
troubled.