i just feel like starting this post with a string of vulgarities. damn. :X


how can i like lost something so huge so big so black. arghss. and i so hate myself for that larr.. to think i saw it lying there bai sui on the table so many days. now i wan, gone. damn. where the hell are you when i needed you most. :(


know results. and my L1R5 sucks. compared to others which is lyk 11, 11, 12, 10... such a big da ji cann? :( and my sci really.. oh my gawd. Cs cann... wthh.. :( all thanks to the EOY larr.. siians.

totally burst my exams larr. although i flunked both sci in EOY. i still managed to smile larr. ahahahs. i meann, wad can u do larr.. cry mehhs? no lorrr.... i know i didnt do my best. i know i wont score... although i didnt expect such a sucky results.. :(

chinese is ohkay. quite pleased though. shant elaborate more.

english. sucks. just pass my short answer. on the dot pass. and mr ong just flunk my speech with 15... although i do admit in making serious spelling mistake and tense error. :X bud, i thought i would have score better then compo. instead, ms lee passed my compo with 18. paper 1 is gawd. summary is sucks. flunk it. :(

maths is anything subject that is super disappointing. :( i never know i could actually score a B cann... haiis.. just dont know wad hell is happening to me larr... just so not working to expectations. :(

comb. humans is ohkay. although my E.hist pulled down my overall. :(

Lit is the best larr... i thought i would flunk it lorr.. since i didnt finished it. and i just crapped everything in the limited time. bud, i still managed to get 64/100 lorr. ((((:

although my resultds arent great, bud never mind. ahahs. i'm so gonna work hard for my prelims. YAY. say YAY. ahahhas. and trust that i can do it lorr. [: i really cann horr. dont look down at me. ((((:


today was maths whole way except for 1 period chinese. maths was ohkay.... until mr teo sabo me go dialogue session. make me suffer there lorr.. :( and he still laughing there cann?? huurhhs.. and i just missed my LAST pe lyk tt.. oh mann. :(


chinese was ohkay larr.. somehow, i couldnt catch wad mdm yong saying... ahahahs. tt's wadd happen wen i didnt hear her talk recently. :X


went home when it rained. and just walked in the rain lorr. 淋了雨，头脑也清醒了多。


就在转身之后，我的不舍有多么的真。


她说你没爱过我。她说你不可能爱过我。她说你只爱她一个。想想，或许我只是你生命中的一个路过人。想想，或许你和她说的一样，根本没爱过我。才会在放手时，那么没感觉的离去。才会在放手时，不留任何挽留的离去。才会在放手后，决定不认识我了。。。


i hate the way you looked at me. your eyes are filled with unfamilarity... the shadows in your eyes... seems to be blurring... your vision, seems to be unable to concentrate on me anymore.... i hate it this way. really. you have something to say, dont you?