people has been saying i'm a perfectionist. hahas. well, especially ZUL. who had been sitting beside me for almost half of the english lesson, he must had suffered tremendous tortue from me. hahas. well, i DO admit that i'm a little perfectionist at CERTAIN areas. dont get over high zul, i say CERTAIN. and not ALL. for example, i managed to bug zul for almost 1 period of english, just to get him to write neatly in his work. and i did succeed. for one day. :X

no matter what, i do admit that i want the best out of everything. hahas. and i try to achieve it. maybe, that's why i always got myself so tired of the stuff i do. always wanting to escape and get a breather after some intensive of stressing myself for perfect results. but sadly, it dont seems to work in my studies. especially physics. hahas. but so what if i managed to escape from it this moment? i would still have to come back to face it all over again.. escape aint the best way. so the best way is... be perfect. ahahhas. be perfect means no need to go for a more perfect results. yet, how could a human be perfect? unless it's a robot human. then i do agree. hahas. i'm not here to rattle on about perfectionist. i just want to bring out this point, i tries to produce the best out of me. if i had no confidence in doing that, i would even care a single bit. it's a bad habit, or mindset you might call. but, i rather i put in my 101% effort in whatever i do, then to put in only 60% of effort. the results will sucks. and i hate the results that come from me sucks. if i can place this will on my studies, i would definitely score well man.