super bummed and troubled and argghs.


why must you do this to make people worry for you? dont you know that whatever you are doing will make people super worried for you? why must you do this again? haiis. i rather... you call me and scold me right through the phone, telling me how much you hate me and detest me... rather than now, disappearing suddenly.... haiis.....


if the conversation we had on monday removed you of your smile, silence you of your laughter... i rather... we dont have that conversation at all... you said... you will be fine.................................................


this is what they called zi tao ku chi bahhs... why must i go and ask for so much... just let it be bu jiu ohkay lerr.... why....... i know i might be unfit to bother so much and unfit to know so much now... but........ i just couldnt help doing so... worrying you since monday... :(