i guess, everything is going at such an extreme speed. like a race car, rushing through it's racing course, banging and hurting people without knowing... you knew what you did. you knew how much hurt you had created. yet, why did you still continue with it? i couldnt bring myself to believe, that everything is going on so wrong. i couldnt bring myself to believe, that you are still lying... i wanted to trust you. and i hoped that i could trust you. yet, why are words coming at such moments, making me unable to trust you again?

did you ever realised that what you do had seriously caused much hurt on someone? did you ever realised that what you said and promised had caused someone to fall deeply for you? did you ever realised... what you did cause much misery and pain to others? did you realised that what you did was totally inhuman? yes. you are a transformer. yet, you couldnt bring my wish come true. that wish i asked for. was really a wish... i hoped to see it come true. yet tell me, is it actually possible? she loves you alot. really do. and i dont wish to see her get hurt. i mean, i dont deny the fact that we arent even close. we are just... aquaintance? yet, it's really hurtful to let her know what you had did. seriously. and, i know you could be the guy who love a girl deeply, treat her well and care and pamper her. i know you could... i know you are the one. so, stop doing all this. stop hurting them. stay with that someone that you really love.


when you start falling too deep for someone not for you, you will wish that he goes for what is meant for him. by protecting him, and the other party. you wont be angry for his betrayal. you wont be hurt for his unfaithfulness. you would be happy for him, for he founded someone he love. and someone who loves him too.


如果真的要算算我们认识的时间，不难发现，我们认识才1年多。