i know how much you like me. but, i hope that you know i dont need another guy in my life lerr. i dont mind having another friend. however, if u want something more than a normal friend, i'm sorry to say that... it's impossible. although so much had happened between me and him, i still believe him. i still trust him. i believe that he wouldnt do such a thing again. all because i love him. i hope you understand that i really like him alot. and even if we dont last, i still wont accept you and add you into my life. i cant. i wont. and i shouldnt. to me, you are just a big gor gor. a friend. and nothing else. i hope you would understand, and stop telling me all this. and please, stop telling me how impossible is it for me and him to last. stop telling me that everything would happen again. it wont sway my decision. and even if everything really do happen again, i will still be fine. because that is my choice. my way. i know you care. but, that's enough. it's impossible for us. just like two parallel lines will never meet. let go.