i really cant breathe anymore.
i cant breathe under her glance.
i cant breathe under their staring.
i cant breathe under their pointing.
i cant bring myself to smile at her,
listening to her telling me all this stuffs,
telling me how much she likes him.
letting me know how much he likes her.
i'm tired.
tired of telling her so much.
tired of hearing the same old tricks he used.
tired of knowing what he did.
i wish to just tell her straight on her face,
let me off.
i wish to just tell her straight on her face,
please shutup.
but,
i cant.
i cant bring myself to do so...
i know... she's hurting too.
i know... she likes you too.
i know... she's suffering too.
i know... she's feeling the pain too.
and i cant,
add on to her hurt and pain like this.
just because i'm not feeling good,
it doesnt mean that i can make her suffer that way too.
just because i'm not feeling good,
it doesnt mean that i can make her feel less better.
yet,
i'm really suffocating.
really breathing real hard.
trying to escape from this whirlpool...