天使物语：大雨过后，天空会出现最美的彩虹。


openhouse!!! wake up super early. intended to go school early to help.... BB. ahahs. since we promised them... but, was super tired. so me and aisyah, went at 7.45 instead. hahas. :X well, but we still managed to help them quite a few. and our reward was a macdonald breakfast by eric. helped them and went down to own booth to see what can i do. apparently, there's seems to be nothing for me. since most sec2s were there. and simin and may too. so, went around the school as visitor instead. :)


and i so love all the games larr. i mean, the department games. [: went booth-hopping around. so carefree. [: first was chemistry department. and it was SO COOL larr. then was physics. well, didnt stay that long since i had almost tried out all the experiment on wednesday. [: next was chinese department. saw yuxuan broadcasting group's poster. saw chong jing. and the zao an ni hao programme. and the programme was like being repeated over and over again. :X


maths department was FUN. played rush hour. and well, i solved puzzle 40!!! although with the help of eric, i did solve it on my own the 2nd time. and i was fast!! YAYS. got stuck at puzzle 39 for super long. and was pushing the stuff like no people's business. and i solved it again!! YAYS. hahas. soon, eric joined me for a match. and i won him the first round. but, he won again larr. so... we are equally smart. [: played with zul too. the guys at the math booth were seriously steady. they managed to play mahjong with the maths scramble. they even tried to pysco me in to play lorr. ahahhas. and i seriously dont get what they are playing. :X played rush hour for super long. and went to english department instead. for a fresh game. snake and ladder with the interactive whiteboard. although it got hanged a few times. but, it was still fun larr!!! last few hours no more energy left lerr... so was just sitting there and rot. then went home. had a minor gastric. went home and started eating all the junk food. hahas.


got a big lecture from her. after so many days that thing had happened, she was the first one to knock some sense into my head. she was the first one to seriously scolded me thoroughly. she was the first one who seriously say that she's so not standing with me. she told me that i was in fault too. in fault for allowing that thing happen. she say, if i managed and had done what i should have done as his stead, everything wont happen. or the chance of happening would definitely minimised greatly. and, well.. she is correct? i mean, i know what i should have done. i know how much he had done for me. i know how much he had sacrificed. for so long, i do admit that he had been the one giving in and pampering me after every arguement. i mean, i know all that he had done. i know how much he had been doing. and i thought he knew, that i do apreciate what he had did. and what he had given me. so long, i really thought he could sense my gratitude towards him. i know myself well. i know that i had a bad-temper... and well, i'm just so not the kind that will go whinning and sa jiao-ing every single moment. i thought he understand. yet, i just realised it today.... guys. they do feel insecured at moments ehs? they do have the moments in their lives when they just wished to be pampered by girls ehs? every if it was him. the kind that would protect me from danger, the one that would pamper me after every arguements, the one... that would hold my hands and squeeze it tight, letting me know.... he really had done much for me. is it still early for me to give him back his pamper, care, concern and love? or is it all too late... and he had went for someone else? and, thanks for yesterday's console. your words... really meant everything. although... it might be a console.. but, thanks anyways. (:


when devil falls in love with it's angel...