today was high. and happy birthday weiSHIT.


lesson ended earlier. and mr lim's reaction was so funny when we told him abt singing happy birthday song to weisheng. & weisheng's reaction was so spastic. LOLS. aftr lesson went mac. intended to do lit. but saw birthday boy, maryann, danielle and yanni there. so no mood do. :X in the end, was laughin hilariously in mac. so malu larr... almost everyone was looking. and, we are seriously noisy. :X


saw a civilised cat. sitting right at the chair. silently. and guanyeow's reaction was, 'well, at least the cat's far way civilised than you.' LOLS. but is very kelian lorr.. one bunch of stoopid guys go kajiao it cann?? go kick the chair and stuff lyk tt larr.. so bad lorr.. heard tt some even go pull the ears cann?? ouch. i'm so not going to reincartion into an animal...

and weisheng and maryann's reaction seriously make us go wild. they are a perfect pair for standup comedy. lols. went back skool for lit. again. and we failed. went sj room. go rot. listen music. and music always make me think. hahas.


when i die, i want a funeral made of chocolate. i want to invite everyone i know to the funeral. i want no one to cry. instead, i want everyone to smile. smile because i had made an impact in their lives. smile because they had made an impact in my life too. even if it comes to someone whom dislike me, you are welcomed. i want to remember everyone's face before i left. i want to know and remember who are the ones, that made my life more meaningful. i want to know and remember who are the ones, that made me grew stronger everyday. i want to know and remember who are the ones, that still cares for me even until the moment i die. i want to have that chance, to thank and remember everyone that i know and loved. i want to have that chance, to thank and remember everyone whom loved me deeply before. live likes there's no tomorrow. when the weak heart caused frequent pains here and there every moment, it really really hurts alot. if by knowing that i love you hurts, if by knowing that i love you troubles you. if by knowing that i love you brings frowns to people, you can tell yourself, i never love you. never before. if that's the only way... i could erase the unfamilarity in your eyes. if that's the only way i could erase the coldness in your speech. if that's the only way i could erase the akwardness between us. everything is fine.