went sentosa with simin and may.

reached sentosa and was submerged in the water until the moment we left. wahhahas. & the water is damn salty. budd, is far way cleaner than ECP de lorr. ((: play half way kana da shan by 3 malay guys. -_-" turn us off lorr... rained. clean. went off.

reached back vivo at 2 plus. eat lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop. quite nice larr. met amelia later. went buy ticket for movie. bought the 4pm one. cos 3.30pm one is row 1 lorr. walked walked. vivo arcade NOTHING de lorr. =[ watch enchanted. super nice larr.. very fairytale de fairytale. lols. the whole story is very cute and funny and sweet larr. wahhahahas. bud, so cinderella larr. LOLS. went home. reached home at 7 plus.

昨天他说的话，令我想了很多。他告诉我吵架时，我不能一直要他让我。不能一直要他哄我开心，逗我开心。偶尔我也必须让让他。偶尔我也必须哄他开心，逗他开心。我告诉他，或许是因为从小都被人宠着、疼着、哄着，才会使得我这么不懂得珍惜，不懂得原来男孩也是偶尔希望杯宠着、疼着、哄着。就算知道，也无法完完全全表达自己。无法让对方了解原来，我也明白他所需要的是什么。太固执了吧。

昨天他说的话，令我想了很多。他告诉我自己其实一直是个大小孩。很简单很简单的事能让我开心。很简单很简单的事能让我生气。他说我很情绪化。只有懂得怎么接受我情绪变化的速度，才能真正了解我。我告诉他，或许是不懂得怎么珍惜自己已拥有的东西。或许是只懂得如何得到更多，更好。或许要求的东西太多、太好、太不可思议，导致自己常常发呆，常常陷入自己的梦幻世界，离开现实。太要求完美了吧。

没有人知道小丑的喜怒哀乐。不管在不开心，小丑都必须带着自己的大笑容迎接大家。在小丑的大花脸下，有谁真正了解到小丑的感受？有谁真正明白小丑的心情？小丑的工作是把快乐带给大家。在台上，小丑尽责地完成任务。掌声响起。小丑要的真的是这些吗？掌声结束后，拆下华丽的面具，面对孤单与寂寞，小丑的辛酸，小丑的心痛更能被听出。但有谁又愿意陪在小丑身边微小丑扮一次小丑？