when words spreaded around like fire in the bushes, when new stories of you and her reached me as quickly, it's aint hurting me the way it used to be. i've learnt to be stronger, facing all this hurtful darts. really. it's aint hurting me the way it used to be. blood had dripped slower. wound had taken faster than before to heal. smiling seems easier now. nothing happened. yes. i could tell myself that, and continue this journey. it's gonna be hard. i know. yet, i choose this way at the road junction. i had to continue on. even if it means falling and scrapping knees with the stubborn little stones, that stumble me everytime and injuring me here and there, i know. i just had to move on. i had already choosen this way. the only thing i could do, is continue on, hoping that you would just turn around and hold me up, letting me know it's fine to scrap my knees. or, i could just slowly walk on, and wait for the next junction to decide where i should go.

她说现在的你好难受。
她说现在的你不舍的。
她说现在的你好辛苦。
她说现在的你好心痛。
你说现在的你好快乐。
你说现在的你不伤痛。
其他的，你什么都没说。
想和你聊聊她。
想知道她是否能代替我。
想明白她是否能更爱你。
想了解她是否能更懂你。
想和她聊聊你。
想知道她是否能代替我。
想明白她是否能更爱你。
想了解她是否能更懂你。
你不说，我也懂。
你好难受，我懂。
你不舍的，我懂。
你好辛苦，我懂。
你好心痛，我懂。
但我能做什么？
能做的，也只有放你走。
走吧，乘我还能接受时，向前走吧。
你快乐，就好了。

记得，
离开时，
向前走，
一直走。
别回头。
别看我。