been thinking alot this few days. have been emo-ing alot too. especially with a whole chunk of chinese words. hahas. i dont deny the fact that i'm feeling real bad. but, nevermind. i will be fine. ((: trust me. i just need a longer time than before to forget you... i will forget you somehow. forget everything that belongs to both of us... i will. afterall, i promised her to do so. i'm not going to say anymore wei da words here. hahas. but i will be fine. i wish you all the best. when i am able to face you again, i will smile and say hi. by that time i hope you would be able to smile and say hi again...

because if time were to be reversed, if everything were to change... i wont do such a thing. i still love you so.

actually going over to may's house for some sleep over party. but.. something cropped up larr. so, if really going over, maybe is on monday lorr. after our tuition and stuff. (:

bored.

doctor say i pulled a muscle. say that the treatment was late and stuff like that. say what pain lerr jiu must go and see. wait until so long... hais. forget it. :( i still couldnt move much around and putting any force on the left leg. damns. :((((( everything is in a mess. :(((((