this will be a super duper ultra long post of my 3 straight hetic busy life.


SATURDAY

training at catholic high in the afternoon. met the rest of the contigent to went there. kana suaned the whole way by my juniors can? wahhhs. ultra bad larr them. was so freaking worried that we would be late. hahas. training. let's skip. went there and told sir ck i NEED to go at 3.30. and he agreed!! YAYS. :D

trained. sir ck dont know what to do. LOLS. so the whole contigent was like a bunch of blur sotong lorr. LOLS. then he was lyk reminding us to remind him when to turn and stuff like tt.. LOLS. 2nd rehersal and junwei dropped. ouchs. then sir ck fu him off. then we r lyk without a commander. then we were lyk how how how. LOLS. then we jus march off lorrr. LOLS. so funny larr. then went off at 3.19. YAYS. changed and went home.

bathed. and got ready for the highlight of the day..... MR TEO WEDDING. ;D

must thank jie and bf for sending me and yeegin to HOLIDAY INN PARK VIEW. although it's the wrong place. LOLS. so we had to flag a taxi there to travel to HOLIDAY INN ATRIUM. LOLS. reached and the hotel is like so WOW. lols. went up the ballroom. and saw loads of ppl. saw mr teo and he looks so WOW. LOLS. his wife quite chio leyys. ahahahs. was just standing there waiting to be seated. gave mr teo ang bao with 60 dollars. ouchhs. was seated super near the door. and well, with a bunch of fun, nice, friendly and interesting people. if not for them, me and yeegin wont be enjoying ourselves lorr. ;D loads of funny stuff and conversation happened. was laughing real hard until my jaws pain can? LOLS. went home at 11 plus. thanks to yeegin's mum for fetching me home. ;D


SUNDAY

woke up quite early despite being super tired. called yuling to confirm the meeting time. slack a bit and went off to meet her. lunched and travel to city hall. was looking at the map trying to find shaw tower. LOLS. and well, we wasted loads of time walking in circles. LOLS. and finally, we reached shaw tower. bought nachos chip and drink and went in for BEE MOVIE. ;D bee movie is cute larr. LOLS. laughed and laughed. went home after movie. was smart to walk the shorter way. yet in the end got lost too. LOLS. took the shuttle bus back to city hall mrt instead. :D was super tired. awws. i havent had much sleep since sat lorr. reached home at 6 plus. bathe and eat and onlined. slept at 10 plus after arguing with gl cocky kb esmond. wahahhas. he's aint gonna read anyways. *grins*. keep insisting i'm cocky and kb larr. damnns him. :X slept and woke up at 2. brushed teeth took my jacket and went off.

daddy was driving me from yewtee to limbang to cck mrt to cck cc just to buy 3 macdonalds meal. and seriously, midnight singapore is COOL. LOLS. saw a few bunch of teenagers hanging around somewhere. void deck and stuff lyk tt.. they dont need sleep ehhs? after buying food was straight up to expressway. ;D the windows were all down. and it was freaking cool larr. to be driving at a speed of 100 plus km/h at a silent night without any cars around u, blasting the music in the car. LOLS. no wonder ppl goes illegal car racing. wahahhas. reached airport at 3 plus. waited for jie to come out. and fetched her home. was super tired lerr.. slept whole way home. reached home took off my jacket and plop. i fell asleep. was waken up at 7. to get ready to go school. was freaking tired. =[


MONDAY

went school. intending to buy coffee to keep me awake. bud... i guess i'm over tired. i got super high. on the way to school saw someone. ;D although kana attitude, budd... nevermind. ahahahs. that person make it up lerr. wahhahas. ;D <3

did log book. and i was so freaking tired to think larr. so yuzheng they all did it instead. i go slack with lala team. do fd. wahhss... so fun larr. ;D went up. packed. and went lot 1 wif lala and sokting. sokting wanna look for job. help her look. ;D went lot 1 and saw loads of ppl there. ahahhas. was looking around. and seriously.. lala's contact really helped her lorr. the super tiny words inside the shop she also can see lar!! super leyys. ahahhas. walked walked walked. then went home. slept. finally. i slept. didnt sleep long. was disrupted by numerous phone calls. :X woke up and did 2 hrs of maths. wahhhs. i forget all the rule lerr larr. =[



有时，真的很讨厌自己。很讨厌以前的自己。很讨厌现在的自己。。。几时才能喜欢上真正的自己？几时才会接受自己？几时才能让他不再为我付出？几时才能用真心爱他，接受他？等我忘了他吧。。。等我不爱他吧。