最后的微笑留给了在台上的我。我向台下的观众挥挥手，和他们道别。在大家热烈的掌声下，我退下了舞台。不久，观众散场了。在场的只剩下我一个。我走到观众席，往台上一看。看见的是在台上风光的我。卸下那一身艳丽的衣裳，失去了为我打光的灯，少了为我喝彩的观众，顿时发现自己的孤独，自己的渺小。在舞台上的我，活力四射，一心只想把自己最好的一面呈现给大家，希望能成为大家心目中的那个我。大家心目中的我好强、开朗，仿佛世上没有什么是难得到我。。。卸下着完美的面具，少了观众的目光与注意，我到底还剩下什么？而在台下的我怎么感到更空虚、更无助、更彷徨？算了。这是我的工作，我应该接受这种生活。空虚的日子不久。另一天起来后，穿上自己华丽的衣裳后，掌声又会为我而响起。而握，也会在众人的眼光与期盼中，戴上自己那完美的面具，站上那虚伪的舞台。这毕竟是我的工作、我的责任。

tired week.
lessons. test.
think i'm gonna flunk my sciences. :\
should i drop?

PE.
ran up-slope.
jumped.
muscle cramps.
OUUCHHS.
tomorrow still PT for sj. :((
then me, xuan, peiwen, yeegin and danielle was sooooo tired of climbing the stairs.
until we go count how many steps there were.
LOLLS.
so conclusion.
from level 1 to level 4, there's 72 steps.
DAMNNS.
sooo long... 72 ONLY??
LOLLS.
then was zi highing over want supply school with escalator after grad.
:D

CE.
fun.
LOLLS.
and i know that L come before T horr!! :D

assembly.
zi-highing.
was laughing and laughing.
LOLLS.
funny lorr. :D :D
i want go the indonesia thingy larr.
not allowed. :((

4D is collecting packet drinks.
LOLLS.
notice on the board.
like qing jie gong ren lorr.
who cares? LOLLS.

thurs was SCARY.
talking to jianlun and ruiyang will heart-attack nehhs.
wahhhss...
nothing will happen larr.
if jianlun stop using that issue to threaten me. :((
i dont want care liaos.
LOLLS.
they die jiu die.
EVIL. :\

been GL-ing some people. :\
i know.
i just dont feel like treating you right.
i mean... i dont see the reason for me to treat you good.
when you had done all this to me and my friends. :\
and kiddy, take care of ur attitude. it sucks.
GL-ed some juniors. LOLLS.
their reaction super funny one larr. :D

love my class. yeahhs.
LOLLS.
feels like saying this larr.
3D`07, 4D`08 <3. i will miss them. :((

一个人只能有一颗心，
而一颗心却只能爱一个人。
就算你想用两颗心来爱两个不同的人，
总有一天一颗心会死掉。。。
而那一天到来时，
其中一个会更伤心。

i wish you all the best. i will have to learn to let go. and i'm learning...