biggest conflict.
accusation.

was damn disappointed.
when i heard that we were being criticised.
4D or me or yeegin.
anything.
it just pierced me.
i thought _______ would stand up for me.
but, i guess i trusted the wrong person.
not only did _____ not do so,
but _____ added on.
and it was really hurtful.
when you thought the one that would stand up for you no matter what
actually leave you in lurch.
when you thought those people were the one who were your true friends
actually contributed to those criticism.
maybe like what ____ says.
"even if you understand someone very well, you might not even be able to bring yourself to accept the person for who she/he is."
i agree. totally.

an event really can show a person's true colour.
and seriously,
this event is really getting on my nerves.
and, yes. i broke down.
i dont want to argue anymore.
i'm not fighting anymore.
it's tiring to fight for something that others dont want to give you.
so, i'm backing out.
coward or what.
anything.
i cant care any much more.

and maybe..
i have all along trusted the wrong group of people.
and it really hurts to know that...
when you always thought they could be trusted.

but still,
i'm really proud to say out loud.
that i have lovely friends and classmates.
who i know i could rely on when i feel tired.
i really thank them.
and of course,
my beloved 4D.
no matter what other people think,
you guys still the best kays?
4D`08. :D