if i were to wait for you at the point we splited, will you return one day?
if i were to wait for you at the point you left, will you turn back one day?
if i were to wait too long, will i choose to leave before you return?
will you ever return?
if i were to stop waiting, will i regret everything?
will you come running for me?
i once told myself to leave. told myself to go. told myself that you have to freed.
i thought i could be able to do so.
i thought by making you treat me differently,
i could be firm.
yet.. i was totally wrong.
you are still as nice as ever.
you are still as caring as ever.
you are still as worried as ever.
you still treat me like before.
i thought your words have stop bringing tears to my eyes.
i thought your actions have stop creating ripples in my heart.
yet.. i was wrong again.
you never failed to bring tears to my eyes.
yesterday, your words... so caring. so heart-warming.
there was time, i was so afraid that i would fall for you again.
i tried to muster all my courage to ask you to stop it.
stop caring like before.
stop worrying like before.
yet.. i couldnt.
i was more worried that i couldnt get use to the life that you would stop bothering about me.
but..
the day had to come soon issnt it?
your eyes had lost my focus.
your heart had lost my position.
your mind had lost my images.
it's her.. issnt it?
she had slowly replaced me, have she?
i want to wish you all the best.
yet i hope you would return once more.
dilemna.

我会等下去。
但如果有一天她真的代替了我在你心中的位置，请告诉我好吗？
如果有一天我在你心中已经失去了曾经那特别的位置，请告诉我好吗？
如果你真的不会回来了，请告诉我好吗？
那时，我会离开。
如果我能放下你了，我会带着微笑离开。
如果。。。真的可以。

我会等下去。
he pampers me like a brat.
he treats me like a princess.
he makes me smile.
he cares deeply for me.
he has only me in his heart.
yet.
he dont pamper me the way you did.
he dont treat me the way you did.
he dont make me smile the way you did.
he dont care the way you did.
he cant make me cry for him.
he cant make me go irrationale because of him.
he cant make me think about him.
he cant wavier my decisions with his actions and words.
and
because..
you're not him.
because..
he's not you.

那首歌，是给你的。