today is craziness.
doing maths with haiqel is death.
is siao-ness lorr.
since 2.45,
sit there with the A Maths IP students and do their WS.
and we were having a speed test.
LOLLS.
and we finished the whole paper by 5 plus.
and in between is snatching of answer sheet and tys.
LOLLs.
nxt nxt wk still got challenge.
and haiqel is trying to win my fast fingers. :D
anyone wan play too?
LOLLS.
if this continues,
by the time O lvl reachs,
i sure super fast one lorr. :D
and seriously, guys dont know how to wrap presents. OH MANN!!!
been emoing the whole day. the reason was vividly clear to me. i hate the way i am now. i cant concentrate in whatever i do. and i had to. common test is coming and i really doesnt want my studies to get effected just like that. yet.. what can i do to get myself out of this turmoil? i thought i had successfully done so, however, u still choose to come and wavier me at that moment when i was intending to cross the junction. you choose to call me and stop me at that moment, when the traffic light had given me the signal to move on. Yet when i turned around and started inching back to you, you choose to turn around and sprited away. So fast, so quick that i could catch hold of nothing. You left me standing there, lost. i stood there, waiting in silence, hoping that you would come back once more. yet, you choose to return, with her by your side and show me how affectionate and love you feel for her. i turned around trying my utmost best to hide the tears which are fighting to be released from the eyes. i succeed. you didnt get to see the waters that flow fast and free. you never will. and now, I had to go back and wait for the traffic light. and you knew, it would take me more time and more energy to cross the road once more. you knew, how energy wasting it is for me to get over and move on once more.... why must you do all this? and the news you told me really make me dislike her more. when did i ever did such a thing to her? i really wishes to scream and defend myself in front of you. yet, i choose to stop. for i have no rights to make a mountain out of a molehill anymore. i dont. since you choose to trust her and question me the way you did today.... i'm totally disappointed. forget it. i'm at fault. i'm always at fault.
doing maths with haiqel is death.
is siao-ness lorr.
since 2.45,
sit there with the A Maths IP students and do their WS.
and we were having a speed test.
LOLLS.
and we finished the whole paper by 5 plus.
and in between is snatching of answer sheet and tys.
LOLLs.
nxt nxt wk still got challenge.
and haiqel is trying to win my fast fingers. :D
anyone wan play too?
LOLLS.
if this continues,
by the time O lvl reachs,
i sure super fast one lorr. :D
and seriously, guys dont know how to wrap presents. OH MANN!!!
been emoing the whole day. the reason was vividly clear to me. i hate the way i am now. i cant concentrate in whatever i do. and i had to. common test is coming and i really doesnt want my studies to get effected just like that. yet.. what can i do to get myself out of this turmoil? i thought i had successfully done so, however, u still choose to come and wavier me at that moment when i was intending to cross the junction. you choose to call me and stop me at that moment, when the traffic light had given me the signal to move on. Yet when i turned around and started inching back to you, you choose to turn around and sprited away. So fast, so quick that i could catch hold of nothing. You left me standing there, lost. i stood there, waiting in silence, hoping that you would come back once more. yet, you choose to return, with her by your side and show me how affectionate and love you feel for her. i turned around trying my utmost best to hide the tears which are fighting to be released from the eyes. i succeed. you didnt get to see the waters that flow fast and free. you never will. and now, I had to go back and wait for the traffic light. and you knew, it would take me more time and more energy to cross the road once more. you knew, how energy wasting it is for me to get over and move on once more.... why must you do all this? and the news you told me really make me dislike her more. when did i ever did such a thing to her? i really wishes to scream and defend myself in front of you. yet, i choose to stop. for i have no rights to make a mountain out of a molehill anymore. i dont. since you choose to trust her and question me the way you did today.... i'm totally disappointed. forget it. i'm at fault. i'm always at fault.
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