just let me vent my mood here. :\
you saw me. you did. yet, you choose to deny my existence. you choose not to acknowledge me as someone you know. you looked, turn away and walk out. after so long... i thought we would still be the same. we were once so close, talking from air to nothing. we were once so close, knowing each other with just an eyesight. yet now, we are nothing. zero on the point. back to the square. i tried my best to warm up with you. i tried my best to sound alright. i tried my best to give you the biggest smile i could ever force up my face. yet it's still the same. i could do nothing much now. in between us, nothing's left anymore. maybe, if you leave one day. there would be peace. maybe...
all the promises you once made vanished right into the air. i should have known it when i realised your mistake the first time round. forgive and forget? hahs. if all the terrible stuff you did would be so easily forgotten, i would be feeling much better now right? i thought you would understand the way you claimed to be. i thought you would know. yeahs. i'm a stupid idoit. if forgetting is so easy. i would definitely be forgiving. yet sadly... forgetting is never easy. and i hate the way everything start coming back to me.
done. :
cut my hair.
short. and cooling.
had werid werid dreams this few days.
*shrugs*
school's reopening.
shuucks.
dont feel like going. :((
can i take MC tomorrow and say,
i'm homesick?
awws. i'm starting to miss home. :\
_____ gave me this man-made ferris wheel from the toothpick.
although cannot turn one, bud is still nice larr. thanks arr. :)
intending to gain weight.
somehow.
think it's ultra unsafe to be tipping the weighing scale at not more than 40kg.
once, the big wind blew and i almost felt like flying away. :\
had to gain some vehicle sense too.
almost got knock down by vehicles.
i admit larr....
soul was oozing out of body that moment.
kind of scary.
esp wen you hear a loud pippppp
then you turn and see the car 10cm away from you.
*shrugs*
1 week. get out of my memory.
you saw me. you did. yet, you choose to deny my existence. you choose not to acknowledge me as someone you know. you looked, turn away and walk out. after so long... i thought we would still be the same. we were once so close, talking from air to nothing. we were once so close, knowing each other with just an eyesight. yet now, we are nothing. zero on the point. back to the square. i tried my best to warm up with you. i tried my best to sound alright. i tried my best to give you the biggest smile i could ever force up my face. yet it's still the same. i could do nothing much now. in between us, nothing's left anymore. maybe, if you leave one day. there would be peace. maybe...
all the promises you once made vanished right into the air. i should have known it when i realised your mistake the first time round. forgive and forget? hahs. if all the terrible stuff you did would be so easily forgotten, i would be feeling much better now right? i thought you would understand the way you claimed to be. i thought you would know. yeahs. i'm a stupid idoit. if forgetting is so easy. i would definitely be forgiving. yet sadly... forgetting is never easy. and i hate the way everything start coming back to me.
done. :
cut my hair.
short. and cooling.
had werid werid dreams this few days.
*shrugs*
school's reopening.
shuucks.
dont feel like going. :((
can i take MC tomorrow and say,
i'm homesick?
awws. i'm starting to miss home. :\
_____ gave me this man-made ferris wheel from the toothpick.
although cannot turn one, bud is still nice larr. thanks arr. :)
intending to gain weight.
somehow.
think it's ultra unsafe to be tipping the weighing scale at not more than 40kg.
once, the big wind blew and i almost felt like flying away. :\
had to gain some vehicle sense too.
almost got knock down by vehicles.
i admit larr....
soul was oozing out of body that moment.
kind of scary.
esp wen you hear a loud pippppp
then you turn and see the car 10cm away from you.
*shrugs*
1 week. get out of my memory.
posted by `jieting | 7:32 pm
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