to those whom i had troubled, sorry.
to those whom i had worried, sorry.
to those who had helped me out, thanks.
to those who had gave me support, thanks.
to those who had been there, thanks.

especially to Mr Lim and Mr Teo.
sorry for causing you to skip your lunch.
especially to Amelia, Hidayah, Laura and Cindy.
thanks for being there for me.
especially to Yeegin, Yuxuan and Danielle.
thanks for rushing down to NUH right after school.
especially to Miss Tan, Mr Lau and Mr Yeo.
thanks for trying to calm me down.

so all in all,
thanks to all that had helped.
i dont know who were there.
so i cant name all.
but, i really thank you guys. :D

and to those who had been worrying for me,
thanks.
i'm fine now. perfectly alright.

doctor says it's hyperventilation.
and they say it was caused by stress.
they ALMOST transferred me to psychiatrist.
but didnt.

it was painful.
a really terrible experience.
and now i understand how yuxuan felt. :\
you just have to lie there,
trying to overcome the ultra pain that is coming within your body and at your limbs.
everything is tensed up and cramped.
and in the same time,
you have to control your breathing which you just feel like giving up.
it was tiring.
and once the breathing is controlled,
the pain continues and you have to breath in harder to overcome the pain.

the ambulance is for inducing vomitting.
and it was giddy staying inside.
the aircon was blasting.
and i almost scared the paramedics out of life by having a great decrease in pulse rate.
he said it was 24 per min.
which was totally different from 90 plus when i was in school.
what's more, he was an inexperienced one.

maybe i was far way weaker than i thought...