today was nothing much.
it rained as expected.
and everything was disrupted every few minutes.
in the end,
bball and soccer were cancelled.
went to the court and got bullied instead.
that jin hui and dexter.
throw newspaper at me. :\
went to support captains' ball.
cheered.
and jeered.

had two minor attacks today.
one after the 4A and 4B match.
came down.
and everything starts again.
but this time round,
everything was far way better.
it came and go.

second was right during yuxuan's relapse.
after my first attack,
yuxuan came down and had her relapse.
and so i went running around looking for mr teo and mr lim.
and back down to the canteen.
and in the end,
the stupid weak heart cant overcome the whole thing
and it relapsed again.
so me and yuxuan got everyone so worried.
especially yuxuan when she was totally unconscious.

although the two attacks were short,
yet.
i really hated it so much.
although i can cope it myself now,
but i really dislike the thought of making everyone around me so worried.
everyone treats me like a weak and fragile girl.
they were afraid that i might relapse once more.
they were worried that i overwork myself.
i really hate the way i am now.
i want to be like last time
where i can jump and laugh and high with no one worrying me.

after the attacks were real tired.
just kept dozing off in class.
english was playing of hang-man.
and in the end,
4E joined us.
then was chem.
mr lim talked.
about studying and de-stressing.
and he got so high over our MTL intensive.
and he started cheering like a little kid.
like LMAOS.

after school went for danielle's celebration at pizza hut.
was ultra high lorr.
was laughing and laughing so hard
until stomach pain lorr.
sang birthday song for like dont know how many times.
paying of bill is worst.
we totally laugh until cannot stand and move. :D

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE, XINGXIAN, STOZER and WEICHANG

i love the way my friends surround me, letting me know i'm in good hands. <3.