prelims are next week.
and i am slacking here.
alrights. you cant blame me huhs, i am surrounded by electronics larr. :\
oh my right is my comp.
back is Wii.
both jie is either DS-ing or laptoping.
so how am i going to concentrate lurrhs.
what's more, both tv in my house is ALWAYS on larr.
dangs dangs. :\

4 days of silence.
and i hated that. :(

his condition was thought to be ohkay. yet yesterday, his situation seems to take a big turn. his speech was slurred, and everyone couldnt make out what he was trying to say. he tried to speak clearly and in return, he felt tired and breathless. he havent had anything to eat since his operation. he felt like vomitting and everything was a digust to him. he was always tired, closing his eyes and resting even when we were there to visit him. no more joking, no more laughter. people around his bedside was solemn, all listening attentively to his request, or even his complaints of his illness. no smile was detected on the faces of those present. the silence was too much for me to bear. i went out to take a breather for i felt his agony there. ah gong, get well soon. i know you can do it. get discharged. dont make everyone worry for you. especially ah po.

she hold on to his hands tightly and told him 'dont worry i will be here for you', sending a surge of motivation and support through his body, allowing him to be able to fight against the illness not by himself, but together as a soul.